Me.

Me.
To everyone, I'm a smily girl and a happie girl.
But I'm also a bad girl.
I hate myself so much.
I just will gave lots of trouble for ppl.
Everyday just will stay at home de me, doing nothing still dont wan go find part time job to do, still haven choose uni to study, free still dont wan go out find him, make him lots of unhappy things, and ........
That's me.
M I sooooo bad????!!! WHY!!!!! TELL ME WHY!!!!!!
Just will think of myself. But, m I?! I'm okie people saying me, coz today hurt, tml forget. I love myself. I think I'm already da best for somebody.
I'm admire my frens now all working. Can spent their own money, not from parents. But me?! I'm not. Just staying at home, no money come in and also not dare take the money out. :(
I just hope I can find one place to study as fast as possible. Dont let ppl say or laughing at me. It just so hurt.
And I wan freedom!! I wish I can out when I wan. I wan shopping, I wan buy lots of things, I wan money. I wan we two happy everyday. That all.
I miss him, I love him. But I cant always find him. I'm sad too. Really hope you can understand.
And I miss my frens too. How are you guys? My Corn, ++, Haan, Et, Sally, Ling and others. Wish you guys happie everyday ya. :D

I ♥ everyone.
I wish I dont have bad memories for you all. I'm kind, I'm a happie girl, smily girl!! XD That me.
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